carisse

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 06:54:20 GMT

it was a good evening.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 01:06:45 GMT

when i was running earlier i noticed a dead squirrel along the side of a tree.

i was sad... poor baby.

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 23:22:38 GMT

date night.

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 13:04:52 GMT

i sort of liked it when it wasn't raining.

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 00:07:19 GMT

mom and caleb are competing on who can take a shower the fastest.

caleb's been there for quite a while...

mom hasn't gotten in and caleb doesn't know that yet.

this is funny.

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 23:53:55 GMT

lauren, i'm trying hard for your present.

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 19:19:50 GMT

my emotional feelings always go out of wack.
i'm such a pain. i wanna slap myself out of it. then get a slush from sonic. =]

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 00:11:45 GMT

i can't wait to swim. who wants to join me at 5:30 AM?

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 22:12:59 GMT

i'm hungry. it's such a lazy day, but at least my car can rest from the long drive. i need new tires.

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 23:40:06 GMT

last night was great.

i got my daddyo his present. Star Trek season episodes.

be jealous.

i love you.

_cari

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 17:48:22 GMT

first day of summer school sucked. my teacher did horrible which was making me fall asleep and yawning a thousand times. my head is killing me.

i can't check out a history book without an id.

i can't get in id without my class schedule.

i finally find the computer lab and waiting for my class schedule to print.

screw today. give me a smoke.

Sun, 31 May 2009 00:38:17 GMT

attention: I FINALLY GOT A DOGGY.

p.s. now you don't have to make fun of me or give me shit for crying about it, right?

Tue, 26 May 2009 19:26:07 GMT

DON'T YOU DARE INSULT A MOVIE I LOVE WHILE I'M WATCHING IT. i learned that i will hate you for the time being. unless you give me ice cream or something.

the kittens are escaping their home, chicle doesn't like it. I just enrolled in summer school, it took forever because i procrastinated and had to search for a good class time. ugh... i'm dumb. but another $410 dollars gone. I started off with so much and now i've used it all for a car, school, and a phone. Now i'm saving up for a laptop, wish me luck.

Hopefully i'll be okay when i move. I'm used to being responsible with money, jobs, and school. But i'm not used to being alone, single, not holding a hand. Not being held, not cuddling. I want to know who my room mate is already!!!!!!!!!! I hope she's nice, and chill. I hope we have lots of the same interests.

I'm hungry.

Mon, 18 May 2009 22:51:44 GMT

denton: CHECK

Thu, 07 May 2009 15:57:36 GMT

there are 10 cats in my house.

chicle + 4 of her cute kittens + mean old pooh + cookie + special moo moo + the 2 cracked out kitties = MOM'S KIDS

hahahaha oh kitties

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 17:30:03 GMT

i love my new solo.

and i love how dr. O assumed i wouldn't be able to hack it.

and i did, in two days. fuck ya.

brahms can't handle this.

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 01:03:09 GMT

taylor's finally eighteen.

lauren's engaged?

beonka finally has tim like she's always wanted.

sarah has been gone so long.

and i think i'm really moving

oh how things flew by. i remember my junior year when we all barely started our gang and were inseperable (however you spell it)
i've made amazing memories since we all first met. i love you all

p.s. we still need to go clubbin. OH OH OH AND KITTENS FOR FREE!!!!! AT THE END OF MAY

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 16:22:05 GMT

LAURENNNNN!!!!! YOU'RE HAIR IS LONG DAMN ITTTTT!!!!

QUIT SAYING OTHERWISE

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 03:12:35 GMT

degrassi isn't as good anymore.

some people are just &*()%^&$%&$%^$%*&*^*()&*()&%^&*%^&*&)(*)

why why why why why?

my college plans keep changing.

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 20:12:15 GMT

someone posted a comment to my last entry.

then deleted it.

now i really want to know what it said

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 19:20:59 GMT

college is starting to actually feel like college.

at least the social life part. and the friends.

college

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 16:40:59 GMT

i'm appyling to texas state.

audtion requirements didn't scare me so much when i read them, maybe because i've played enough CLASS I solos, and too many etudes to count.

i hope mr. egger has the time to write my recommendation letter, i can trust him for sure.
now i just need someone to asisst me with my lessons for the audition pieces since my college applied lessons professor doesn't believe in doing so.

oh. and i have to write the two essays to the texas state school itself, not for being accepted, but also for scholarship purposes.
give me some money bugs bunny.

i'm nervous, but if i really made it, it would be amazing.

i'll miss my cats. family. caleb being sarcastic to me. ricky. 360. and the comfort of my own bed.

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 01:48:01 GMT

i was given a solo wednesday to play for my teachers on tuesday. this piece is supposed to place us in our assigned seating for the rest of the semester and determine our level of musicianship within the section.

i've only gone through it once, it's not hard, its not easy. But it is no interest to me, because the band isn't all that great.
and the jerk to my right (1st chair) tries to blame me on mistakes that he makes.

Dr Canty: K CLARINETS, NOTICE THAT THE "D" FLAT CARRIES THROUGH THE MEASURE

Juan (1st chair): *looks at me* A "D" FLAT IS A "C" SHARP

Me: I KNOW. *blank stare that still says i hate you and you smell bad*

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 04:48:21 GMT

I usually have just enough time to read journals and log off. Sometimes i barely make it to post.

and i've noticed, i read more sad entries than happy ones. including my own. I'm sorry that things haven't been so bright lately, but i'm glad that

you're able to let me read what's on your mind.

PANAM is in the valley for a reason, it's repetitive just like everything else here. but i find myself still enjoying it more than i thought i would.

'tis all good

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 21:29:57 GMT

i gained
weight.

but this time, i'm not as upset about it. YES i'm embarrassed to wear a swim suit and refuse, YES i wear big sweaters to hide, YES i wear baggier jeans to hide the ass that has disappeared, YES i make sure to hold on to a pillow or my knees when sitting on a couch to hide the layers that overlap. but this time, i don't beat myself up about it. i know i can exercise, and eat better. so when i really stress over it, i will. which is today. but it's not to only look better, i feel better too. I feel healthy and energized.

today was my first day of spring semester, i had my work out clothes packed up the night before to go to the gym after class. i had my tennis shoes next to my clarinet, and when i was in the car with my ride, christian, i told him how excited i was to exercise. then it hit me, i FORGOT MY SHOES!!!!!!! i was so upset and let down, but i have tomorrow. i'm still young, and eating pizza now isn't as risky as it is when i'm 50.

so i'm trying to enjoy my young bod. i finally coped with it.

plus, guys still hit on me. it proved a lot.

-soar throat